This time it wil work, I am almost sure

I can remember very well that i used to dream to become a teacher when i grow up, i love teaching someone else things that i know, because for me the knowledges is somethineg that everybody should have, not only for someone how have a foreinger last name, a lot of money or family that stimulate the curiosity for know more, the knowledges should be for every one that wants to be more wiser, more capaceable... be better than yesterday, so when i was a child i used to dream to teach in the worst schools, to teach the boys ands girls who have no stimulation, who have no money, whichs last names were rojas or perez that they can no only dream to be more, they can be everything that they want to be if they try it, but it will no be easy, and they will fail, and they will fail again and again, but if they try it, every time harder they will succes at the end, in this, our time the opportunities are not the same for everyone, being honest, maybe the have the worst opportunities of all, but if you have the knowledges, they key that open alls the doors, you can stop dreaming, and starts living it.

Today i am studying for being a pharmaceutic, i know that i am very far for what i really want to be, but, not far enought, i stills want to be teacher obviuosly of chemestry my first plan was be an airforce official so i applying to be one, if everything works i will be retired when i was like 45, then i will study pedagogy and become a teacher, but as you can suppose, it didn´t works, in every test i get distinguish marks, but when i talks whit the psichologist it tooks like 5 minutes to be kicket out of any army forces they never told my if i was crazy or i am not crazy enought, but they told my to never come back. Then i knew that i need a new plan, so i try to be pharmaceutic and when i finish my carrer i will try to study pedagogy in chemestry, but for study another carrer i will need money, thing that unlucky i dont have, my plan is work like pharmaceutic for a time, joing some money, because theachers dont gain much money, not enought at least to helps his students and pay his own air in the city, so whit the money that i should earn i will invest it, then wait for earnings, later study pedagogy, and then starts living my dream, i know that my plan haves a lot of steps and failures and also

 know it will fail, and i will fail again, and again, but if i try it harder, i pretty sure that i will success.

talking about be a university student its maybe the most exciting thing for my, i knew a lot of very kind persons whit who i get more nearby each day, i have a lot of things to do, so much that i few days i dont have time enought to do everything so my sleep time pays the cost, i love study so it makes happy, but i miss so much somes friends because i cant see them so much as i want to do it, and i miss have money because stills working it not a very wise option, and i miss cook for myself because i wake up at 5 o 5:30 AM and i arrive at home at the 8:30 or 9 Pm, i also miss walks whit my sweet, sweet Aquilon (he is my loved dog) all the time,i can only walk whit him like once or twice at week.